Do you remember what I said the night that I just spilled my soul,
I told you things about myself,
things that no one else should know,
you see the thoughts behind my eyes,
you try to ask but you don't pry,
we feel the same but we don't speak,
and you cannot make up your mind,
there’s always some form of excuse,
there's nothing left for me to prove,
I try to hold on cus you know I hate to lose,
what happened to the one I loved,
was the change in me not strong enough,
was it something else,
cus I tried my best,
what happened to the one I loved,
was the sober me not good enough,
is there someone else,
I can't get through to you,
I can't get out of my head,
time with you is what I dread,
when it's you and me apparently I don't seem to phase you,
so I chase you,
just to be shot down I never break through,
all these fucked up restless nights
always haunt my sleepless mind,
only trying to survive but you wont even look me in my eyes always some form of excuse,
there's nothing left for me to prove,
I tried to hold on but I know I need to lose,
what happened to the one I loved,
was the change in me not strong enough,
was it something else,
cus I tried my best,
what happened to the one I loved,
was the sober me not good enough,
is there someone else,
I can't get through to you,
I start to think out loud,
and with every sound she breaks,
with a shattered soul,
she was the black hole when I roamed space
"when I roamed space"
what happened to the one I loved,
was the change in me not strong enough,
was it something else,
cus I tried my best,
what happened to the one I loved,
was the sober me not good enough,
is there someone else,
I can't get through to you,