The article explores the struggles of a person dealing with mental health issues, addiction, and suicidal tendencies. The person talks about their urge to play God, their demons that won't let them sleep, and their attempts to cope with their thoughts through drugs and sex. The article also touches upon the topic of depression and aggression and how they affect the person's daily life.
# Addiction
The author expresses their struggle with addiction and suicidal thoughts, feeling like a prisoner of time. They turn to medication and contemplate taking others with them if they were to die. The author also mentions being labeled a fraud and feeling like they have nothing left but hatred for those around them. The song ends with a vow to take a few with them if they were to die.